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Oct. 14th, 2005 @ 06:43 am friendly reminder
Rampant emotions today are: confusedconfused

i jumped on the bandwagon for once...lets see how the ride goes

so, i pretty much only have a handful of friends now adays, which when i really start to think about makes me sad...but i'm not going to see any of them again when i graduate, so why care?

school is going ok, i just need to buckle down on a few things, and soccer is over now, so i have nothing really to calm my mind except write. i have not written for awhile...but i have this feeling that keeps coming up and keep running of lines and phrases...sometimes its kinda weird, but then again, its what i do.

i write when i'm sad, i write when i'm happy...theres really no time that i dont write...hmmm

love life....non existent, but it's not the end of the world
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Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 06:07 pm hmm...
First of all....if you read this, even if we do not speak often comment with one memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. just as long as it happened. Then post this on your livejournal to see what other people remember about you.

and the world goes round...
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Oct. 6th, 2005 @ 01:55 pm mind is preoccupied
LiveJournal Username
Favorite ice cream
Favorite season
Thinks you're ass is tight:heath0306
Wants to lick hot chocolate off you're body:iamagirlbassist
Wonders how good you are in bed:keeblerkookiez
Wishes you would screw him/her on the spot:jules0644
Is romatically in love with you:willyjw05
Wishes you were gay so he/she could love you better:keeblerkookiez
Hopes you'll take him/her to great heights (wink wink nudge nudge):allstar_guitarg
Day dreams about having sex with you 24/7:bend_n0tbreak
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LiveJournal Username
Fifteen men on a dead man's chest!
Cutlass or pistol?
What is the name of your pirate ship?
Where is your secret pirate base?
What kind of loot do you prefer?
What do you and your crew prefer to be called?
Parrot or monkey?
Your capable first matejules0644
Your bumbling cabin boy with a heart of goldallstar_guitarg
The aloof, yet honorable, pirate with a mysterious pastiamagirlbassist
Is always the first one into the frayrockin_out1108
Is the naval officer who ruthlessly pursues your shipsarbabe05
Is the comical pirate who is always drunk on grogwildwookie
Is currently in Davy Jones's lockersftblltrish
The amount of money you make as a pirate$147,907
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LiveJournal Username
What is your favorite fruit?
Can you taste the rainbow?
What RPG class would you be?
Mm... Donuts...
Su mama.
Which is the scariest?
How many hours a day do you spend online on average?
Do you fear the random?
Your future job: Professional fanfiction writer
This person will be your assistant in your job: ally0uneedisluv
You will make this much money: $4,021
Suddenly, a rip in the space-time continuum opens and out pops: jules0644
Unless you help them, the world will explode in this much time: 24
To save the world, you need to: Build the world's largest ball of rubber bands
The evil villain who tries to stop you is: aychika16
The chance you succeed is:
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What is your favorite musical?
Do you like to perform?
What did you think of the recent Phantom movie?
What gender are you?
The mask-wearing psycho who likes to murder peopleally0uneedisluv
The dead guy in the wheelchairwildwookie
The matchmakerlilpunk83188
The popular girlpenguinsaresexy
The fast-talking con manshaniquafromh
The english teacher's wifevalsgotluv4u
The nuntruthxdare
The amount of money your show makes$66,048
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Why is everyone fighting?
How does this make you feel?
Are you going to try and stop this?
Do you know how much time it is going to take to get all this blood out of the carpet?
Do you plan on joining the fray?
Is the first one killedpenguinsaresexy
Strikes fear into the hearts of others with their Chainsaw of DOOM!allstar_guitarg
Keeps spouting corny catchphrasessarbabe05
Is surprisingly lethal with a ficus plantbend_n0tbreak
Manages to decapitate themself on accidentxaiyne
Number of innocent bystanders slain by the fighters35
Amount of propery damage the fight will cause$230,064
Chance that you'll survive the melee
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What is your favorite color?
What is the answer to life, the universe, and everything?
How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
Can you feel the love tonight?
Is really a cyborgshaniquafromh
Wants to take over the worldallstar_guitarg
Lusts after youkarabara1010
Is obsessed with eggsaychika16
Is obsessed with woodchuckswildwookie
Has an impossibly tragic pastfantasy052188
Has special powersqueenxxofhearts
Is George W. Bush in real lifeheath0306
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have you dirty thoughts??
wants to pound you till you break the headboardiamagirlbassist
wants to tongue bathe you2mad4emo
uses your picture as part of their masterbatory rituals...aychika16
draws xxx rated pictures of you and them togetheralexatthedisc0
wants to tie you down and have their way with youfantasy052188
wants to do you in public :Ofantasy052188
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Oct. 4th, 2005 @ 02:28 pm mind is preoccupied
all the world's a song
and the people are just merely harmonies floating along
disconnected, completely undiscected in lyrics and phrases that rise in fall in stages

one may ask, "where have all the good people gone?"
gone? oh my confused friend, they were never really here
just a figment of imagination, floating along in the air

i'm a whisper, a quiety fragment of what i once was
and i'm not too worried about what everyone else does
they either love me or hate me, it's no concern to me
it seems nothing in this world, even love is free

i'm a blowing wind, ruffling a few feathers here and there
but i soon gust away, leaving no pain, sorrow or despair
friendships fail, but life goes on
and it takes persistence to keep going strong...
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Sep. 16th, 2005 @ 01:39 pm mind is preoccupied


You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

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Sep. 8th, 2005 @ 02:23 pm hmmm...
writing is a passion, an art form
it's not a skill you just learn, so many people wish to have the ability
its a talent that can be either suppressed or shared
writing about what you feel and see

the ink and graphite embody my soul
everything i write carries a part of me
it helps me release all my pent up energy

be it poetry or song
ballad or haiku
whatever you write
embodies you

consider it a bottle of wine
it bets better and older throughout time and the countless ages
no matter what you write
its important to someone on many stages

if there is no tear or laughter in the person writing
the reader won't know how to feel the words they read
you got to feel it, outflow from your heart and soul
never suppress, always let go

hit them with all you got
never think that what you feel and write is all for naught
even if its not read by anyone else
it's still important to yourself

never heed what the critics say
they aren't you, they don't know how you felt the day
that you wrote, better yet created a masterpiece
look at the beauty you've unleashed...
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Sep. 8th, 2005 @ 02:15 pm pain of photos
Photographs and memories
scattered across the floor
you're sitting on your bed
looking at the door

you debate wheather to leave
and not worry about the mess
you quickly wipe your eye on your sleeve
so many tears you've cried to drown the pain and stress

you walk out the door, out into the cold, indifferent world
it's raining, and the lightning strikes
you smile, for you hope it doesn't strik twice

those photographs and memories
scattered across the floor
a cold wind blows in through the open door

everything starts to spin, around in the air
you're long gone by now
gone, without a care...
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Sep. 8th, 2005 @ 01:56 pm mind is preoccupied
Rampant emotions today are: calmcalm
The tunes for now: "Mr. Curiousity"-----Jason Mraz
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hmmm...i feel that i am on the verge of something wonderful. i dont know what it is, and i'm kinda reluctant for it to happen...we shall see how things go for now...just watch and learn
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Sep. 4th, 2005 @ 10:44 pm street lights luminating my town
so beautiful, all the words and phrases
as numerous as all the bodies and faces
in this crowded street

this avenue of memories of old
is filled with faces new and old
put on a jacket, for these hearts are sometimes cold

this lane of nameless thoughts
full of blood and tears fomr fights and arguements that were for naught

some ideas and memories are beautiful
and the people we love are quite wonderful
but ever present are the lonely souls
it comes with the obligation of filling all roles

she street laps shite bright
bask everything in their industrial light
the shadows invie you to a new place
one so unkown that you forget the details of your face...
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Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 09:32 pm so long...
i'm gone...i'm dropping off the face of the earth, and i don't see myself coming back anytime soon

the pencil has dropped
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